Ausencia...

Abrazándome a su ensordecedor silencio
Me preguntaba si volvería
Me preguntaba si me amaría
Me decía que mi vida se acabaría
¿Sería eso lo que realmente me mataría?
¿Es acaso lo que a esta llama consumiría?
Vuelve a mí, lléname de alegría
Es esto que por dentro me comía
Es este dolor necio
Cierra mis ojos lentamente
ámame dulcemente
Olvídame amargamente
Acaríciame apasionadamente
Háblame en tu silencio
Grita de nuevo, por que mis manos se abrazan a tu ausencia
Mis ojos añoran tu presencia
y es ésta pobre alma necia
Que con cada lágrima firma su sentencia.

The Last Lullaby....

Good night, sleep as I leave,
I exactly know what you feel
And I know what you fear,
Never say good-bye again,
Never shed a tear in vain
Fade with my memory,
Never feel sorry,
Just go across the sky,
Fight for some
Never let them drop you, when you feel alone,
We run fast
Running from the scars
Running from the past
Hunting away all our fears
Wipping away all our tears
Just dream and stay closer
Closer, than the same death
Taste my throat,
Let go of the boat
Let go of the ground
Fear of this fading sound...

Sleep well darling... Sleep...
Never wave good-bye
Never leave the sky
Never let it cry...
Enjoy this sweet lullaby...


This last Lullaby...

Muerte...

Le llamaba,
Me pide que de su veneno beba,
Pero no me mataba,
En sus besos me embelesaba
Y en su mente mi presencia moraba
Pero cada día que pasaba,
Mi presencia, abrúptamente le abandonaba
Sus ojos se cerraban,
Y cada segundo perdido le mataba,
Y cada cosa le lastimaba
Y así hasta que se desangraba
Y por su vida rogaba
Y por su vida lloraba
Pero despacio le asesinaba
Pero ciertamente....
Era YO quien le lasimaba...

Ciego Deseo...

Es éste deseo ciego
Me pide renacer en sus brazos
Cuando he muerto en sus labios
Cuando el canto de la noche
Ansiosamente me pide que le escuche.

La noche me llama
Me pide que no despierte
El tan sólo se abraza a éste cuerpo inerte
Es el frío que consume así ésta llama.

El tiempo y la distancia
Congelan cada beso y caricia
que algún día fue cálida
y ahora es esa alma que ahora está helada...

La Belleza...

No hay belleza indestructible
Tan sólo la del alma
La única que por siempre ama
Mientras que la belleza visible
Es a la única que el tiempo arraza.

Certainity

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

As long as you can
I don't wat you to stop holding my hand
Until they cut me off the land
Now I'm on the ground
I just hear no sound
Why are you screaming so loud?

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

Never vanish
Or I shall perish
Just drop dead with one touch
Am I turning into ashes??
Why every image vanishes??

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

They say I'm sleeping,
I hear you screaming
Why am I not beating??

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

Please stay near,
I feel you far away
With the lights you sway
When I finally find something I can embrace
It takes my breath away

This last waltz I can dance
please embrace
While we stay together in our secret place
Never hide your face
Stay together through this phase
Why am I dying in your arms??

all in a row...

How sick... How hollow,
Is this what you call sorrow?

In your arms I might hide
From my hands the tears slide
This is where the flowers gaze at you,
This is where I can be with you
This is where everything melts
Where I can save eveything I felt
You must never hime my star,
No matter how far
I will always feel you close
My heart beats in slow motion
As it crashes in a fast emotion
And suddenly, it stops...

Once again I'm inside your arms
I'm gazing towards your eyes

And I ask, is it real??

A While...

It was just a moment,
And the clock stood still
It was just a while,
and everything seems to melt
The time still flows
But I feel anything at all
There you are, gazing directly to my eyes,
For me, what a surprise
You're my other half...

No pedí...

No pedía más que una razón para vivir,
Y me diste al caballero perfecto,
no pedía más que volver a sentir,
y me diste una vida por completo.

No pedía más que un poco de amor,
y me diste algo que jamás podré pagar,
No pedía más que un libertador,
y me dejaste poderte amar.

A Promise...

If dreams can come true,
I wish one of them was you,
I wish at your eyes I could stare
Those beautiful eyes that glare,
They are like beatiful flares
Shining bright as the stars
I wish those tears stay on those jars
that contain those dreams in your eye lashes
As every word you let go vanishes
On the wind that sorrounds
Breaking all the bounds
Now I have to cut it off my chest
I believe it's the best,
I hope to stay together
For now and forever.

Nothing Left To Say

Nice...
This all is just nice...
Everything it's done...
Everything it's said...
Everyone it's gone...
No words left t say...
No tears worth to cry...
Not even hug to be given...
No matter what...
GONE it's GONE...

Take care...
Do your best...
Find new ways...
Find someone that takes my place...
Today...
And everyday...

Since now..
I'm gone....
Don't miss me...
Please be kind...
Forget me...

Maybe...

Maybe he'S wOndeRing...

hOw she feeLs...

She... feeLs...

Filled uP...

Fed uP...

MesSed uP...

fUcKed up....

dO yOu reaLly caRe???

I gueSs nOt...

hOw I cOulD feeL...

wHat I cOulD dO...

a-Nyth!n-G cHanGed...

hOw dO u feel???

I feeL hOlLow...

(...)

dOn't eVen tRy tO exPlain...

e-VeryThin-G... StayeD... tht waY...

aNd I sTiLl neEd u...

I knOw i wOn't Be tHe One... tht u chOose... she'S... pReetieR...

she'S...

beTteR... ThaN mE...

I wOndeR... dO thiS... wiLl wOrth enOugH...

tO telL u hOw I feeL???

Yellow leaves

The days fall beside us...
like yellow leaves on the floor...
How they could live again??
The tears wear away our smiles
like rain wears away the sun...
How the sun kisses the earth??

By the way...
I just want to rest...
this leaves are suffocating me...
This tears are killing me,
This is destroying me...
It's better if I leave...

Notes

If you're not going to heal,
Please don't hurt...

If you're not going to bring joy,
Please don't bring more sorrow...

If you're not going to stay,
Please just let me go...


***
It doesn't really matter
Now you're gone...

Even I could miss you
I know you won't...

Even if I choose to stay
there's no place for me there...

I use to think of you
I know you don't...

Long lonely nights
Such as the ones I had before...

Without you...

*Way Away*

Starring at the sky
As I hear everything you say
Next to me, as we lay
Next to you everything wasted away,
Are we real??
Isn't it a bit surrreal??
Are we there??
Is this smell everywhere??
Where are we??
Is this meant to be??
In this feelings, drown with me...
You find me when I feel astray,
As we sway away,
beneath this cotton clouds
As in mist it shrouds,
I feel complete
When your hand is next to mine
When we shine together
It seems to be forever,
As reality vanishes
And we keep our eyes in the ashes
That sweep away the time
You my star shine
So pure, so divine
Make me feel alive
Slowly my body you can drive
Make you feel mine
Together we cross the line
As in my concience I hear so loud
Stop!! Not now...