The Northern Star

By the light of the northern star
The grace of it just so far
It's life is about shining bright
To live it is its only right.

Why do they just caught him up there?
Just to see how many at his grace stare.

Cursed by the grace
With that angel face
Cursed by the cold
Of the words that always been untold.

Why can they let him live?
They can't reapair the mistake, when they have nothing to give.

Outside, within a cold environment
He needs his creator's aprovement
But his only reaward is the accusation
His loneliness, my captivation.

Why can't he come down?
Do I have to wait until the dawn?

When up there he's been held by nothing
Now he wants to become something
They just don't let him be
He's just so far from me...

So close, so far...

Please tell me that this is for real
Because we live something a little bit surreal
Say that you want to catch me in your sight
Plase don't stop holding me tight.

Is it a tear what you catch?
I was suposed to be near your skin to watch
Not to inside me love hatch

I shade held me as I slept
Your hands are what I felt
From your hands I slowly crept
Until I got to the top of this mountain belt.

Let your skin feel me tonight
Please don't turn on the light
You can't see my scars.

Shut down the curtains
It's burning through my veins
Deeper than my eye
Flowing through me as I lay.

Addicted to you...

I'll wake up every morning just to hold you tight,
Never loosing you from my sight
In this half time fantasy hold your hand
In this reality made of sand.

You're my desease
Every word makes this feeling increase
I see you sleep with a tear that slides
There you are haunting every ghost that slides.

I love everything,
Everything that was untold,
Every mystery to be unfold.

You're my addiction
Addicted to your perfection
I mourn for the ones that can't see you with this eyes,
With their tongues full of lies

I'm sleepwalking
With the shades talking
About you dreaming
And every caress missing.

Feeling you so close to me
That's how it's soposed to be
Will you come down?
Is it an angel I have found??

Aunque...

Aunque con ese corazón roto
Hermosa eres como flor de loto.

Aunque con esa mirada fría
Tú iluminas el día.

Aunque con esas palabras de desdicha
Amo cada palabra que por esos labios es dicha.

Aunque con esas lágrimas venenosas
Son para mí las más hermosas.

Aunque con esas manos me castigas
Espero que con esas mi corazón consigas.

Aunque tus palabras me consumen como el fuego
Déjame decirte que con tu iris yo juego.

Aunque con esos gestos duros tu me mires
espero que por mí tú suspires.

Aunque tengas tus labios congelados
Déjame enseñarte mi corazón helado.

Aunque sepas todo eso,
Quiero que sepas que de ti esta noche espero un beso...

Cómo ángel roto...

Mis alas de ti hechas estaban
Mis venas, llenas de ti llenas corrían
Mis latidos con tu nombre palpitaban
Y de tí mis labios bebían.

Cómo ángel roto he andado
sin alas ni tesoro
Cómo pájaro en otro nido has anidado
y en mis manos yo ya no te atesoro.

Mis manos sin ti han quedado solas
Dí que por mi aún respiras
Por que mis pensamientos robas
Yo muero cada vez que me miras.

Hasta tu tumba he llegado
Arrastrándome por no volar
Y por ti mi vida he llorado,
Hasta que mis ojos puedes ver sangrar.

Y soy...

Suspiras cuando mientes
Mientes cuando suspiras,
Di por qué no me miras,
Di claro lo que sientes.

Mueres cuando lloro,
lloras cuando muero
Por favor sé sincero,
Por favor mientras estos ojos cierro,
Di que a ti es lo que fijamente miro.

Susurras mientras soy sorda
Soy sorda mientras susurras
Por que navegamos en aguas oscuras
Acarreados por la misma vieja horda.

Sangras cuando ciega estoy
Ciega estoy cuando sangras
Y me prometes que me sanarás
Cuando ya polvo soy.

This

I wish your lips where whispering
Words they never hear
Those words I treasure and fear
The words that increase this feeling.

In your eyes I'm fading
While this feelings consumes
Those well scented fumes
That your body expells while you're sleeping.

My hands for you are fighting
While your presence still lingers
I can feel you in my fingers
Your hands I am missing.

It is when you're holding
the tears that my eyes shed
As the shadows fade
For you I'm falling.

For you I was crying
When the lonely nights vanished
The colorless, cold stars we watch
And for you now I'm dying.

Hold Me Tight...

Promise me that for me you will fight
Make me stronger, become my might
In this dark place, be my light
I wish you could hold me tight

Like a shadow you slide
Feeling your skin much more closer
Feeling your heart beat much more faster
Is it everytime I feel you by my side.

You make me hold my breath
Turn my smiles from black to white
It is everytime you hold me tight, I lose my sight
You turn off my senses until they call death.

Para mi, Un día...

Déjame amarte esta noche
Dime que te quedarás para siempre
Dime que no habrá ni enero ni diciembre
Dime que el tiempo es un derroche.

Quédate conmigo esta madrugada
Dime que no te iras de mis brazos
Dime que estos que nos atan no son tan sólo lazos
Dime que estoy siendo amada.

Iluminame esta mañana
Déjame hacerme parte de tí
Déjame sentirte tan cerca de mí
Dime que no hay ni día ni semana.

No te alejes de mí esta tarde
Oye conmigo esta melodía
Quédate conmigo el resto del día
Ve que el tiempo nos evade.

Mira que de nuevo la luna se ha hecho presente
Son estos labios que inquietamente te buscan
Extraño esos ojos que me gustan
Mira que mis brazos no pueden estar sin tí ni un instante.

Path...

Those tears fall from his sorrow
There's no chance for tomorrow,
Feel you through the dark
Wake me up with a single spark

This is a path I dicided to take at your side
Even if your questions hit me fiercely as tides
Hold my hand through this never fading rain
Cleaning this blood stain
Weeping away this pain

Crashing against the ground
My tears ignore the sound
Because a treasure I have found.

Ausencia...

Abrazándome a su ensordecedor silencio
Me preguntaba si volvería
Me preguntaba si me amaría
Me decía que mi vida se acabaría
¿Sería eso lo que realmente me mataría?
¿Es acaso lo que a esta llama consumiría?
Vuelve a mí, lléname de alegría
Es esto que por dentro me comía
Es este dolor necio
Cierra mis ojos lentamente
ámame dulcemente
Olvídame amargamente
Acaríciame apasionadamente
Háblame en tu silencio
Grita de nuevo, por que mis manos se abrazan a tu ausencia
Mis ojos añoran tu presencia
y es ésta pobre alma necia
Que con cada lágrima firma su sentencia.

The Last Lullaby....

Good night, sleep as I leave,
I exactly know what you feel
And I know what you fear,
Never say good-bye again,
Never shed a tear in vain
Fade with my memory,
Never feel sorry,
Just go across the sky,
Fight for some
Never let them drop you, when you feel alone,
We run fast
Running from the scars
Running from the past
Hunting away all our fears
Wipping away all our tears
Just dream and stay closer
Closer, than the same death
Taste my throat,
Let go of the boat
Let go of the ground
Fear of this fading sound...

Sleep well darling... Sleep...
Never wave good-bye
Never leave the sky
Never let it cry...
Enjoy this sweet lullaby...


This last Lullaby...

Muerte...

Le llamaba,
Me pide que de su veneno beba,
Pero no me mataba,
En sus besos me embelesaba
Y en su mente mi presencia moraba
Pero cada día que pasaba,
Mi presencia, abrúptamente le abandonaba
Sus ojos se cerraban,
Y cada segundo perdido le mataba,
Y cada cosa le lastimaba
Y así hasta que se desangraba
Y por su vida rogaba
Y por su vida lloraba
Pero despacio le asesinaba
Pero ciertamente....
Era YO quien le lasimaba...

Ciego Deseo...

Es éste deseo ciego
Me pide renacer en sus brazos
Cuando he muerto en sus labios
Cuando el canto de la noche
Ansiosamente me pide que le escuche.

La noche me llama
Me pide que no despierte
El tan sólo se abraza a éste cuerpo inerte
Es el frío que consume así ésta llama.

El tiempo y la distancia
Congelan cada beso y caricia
que algún día fue cálida
y ahora es esa alma que ahora está helada...

La Belleza...

No hay belleza indestructible
Tan sólo la del alma
La única que por siempre ama
Mientras que la belleza visible
Es a la única que el tiempo arraza.

Certainity

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

As long as you can
I don't wat you to stop holding my hand
Until they cut me off the land
Now I'm on the ground
I just hear no sound
Why are you screaming so loud?

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

Never vanish
Or I shall perish
Just drop dead with one touch
Am I turning into ashes??
Why every image vanishes??

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

They say I'm sleeping,
I hear you screaming
Why am I not beating??

Never shed a tear
Please stay near
I feel certain kind of fear

Please stay near,
I feel you far away
With the lights you sway
When I finally find something I can embrace
It takes my breath away

This last waltz I can dance
please embrace
While we stay together in our secret place
Never hide your face
Stay together through this phase
Why am I dying in your arms??

all in a row...

How sick... How hollow,
Is this what you call sorrow?

In your arms I might hide
From my hands the tears slide
This is where the flowers gaze at you,
This is where I can be with you
This is where everything melts
Where I can save eveything I felt
You must never hime my star,
No matter how far
I will always feel you close
My heart beats in slow motion
As it crashes in a fast emotion
And suddenly, it stops...

Once again I'm inside your arms
I'm gazing towards your eyes

And I ask, is it real??

A While...

It was just a moment,
And the clock stood still
It was just a while,
and everything seems to melt
The time still flows
But I feel anything at all
There you are, gazing directly to my eyes,
For me, what a surprise
You're my other half...

No pedí...

No pedía más que una razón para vivir,
Y me diste al caballero perfecto,
no pedía más que volver a sentir,
y me diste una vida por completo.

No pedía más que un poco de amor,
y me diste algo que jamás podré pagar,
No pedía más que un libertador,
y me dejaste poderte amar.

A Promise...

If dreams can come true,
I wish one of them was you,
I wish at your eyes I could stare
Those beautiful eyes that glare,
They are like beatiful flares
Shining bright as the stars
I wish those tears stay on those jars
that contain those dreams in your eye lashes
As every word you let go vanishes
On the wind that sorrounds
Breaking all the bounds
Now I have to cut it off my chest
I believe it's the best,
I hope to stay together
For now and forever.

Nothing Left To Say

Nice...
This all is just nice...
Everything it's done...
Everything it's said...
Everyone it's gone...
No words left t say...
No tears worth to cry...
Not even hug to be given...
No matter what...
GONE it's GONE...

Take care...
Do your best...
Find new ways...
Find someone that takes my place...
Today...
And everyday...

Since now..
I'm gone....
Don't miss me...
Please be kind...
Forget me...

Maybe...

Maybe he'S wOndeRing...

hOw she feeLs...

She... feeLs...

Filled uP...

Fed uP...

MesSed uP...

fUcKed up....

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I gueSs nOt...

hOw I cOulD feeL...

wHat I cOulD dO...

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Yellow leaves

The days fall beside us...
like yellow leaves on the floor...
How they could live again??
The tears wear away our smiles
like rain wears away the sun...
How the sun kisses the earth??

By the way...
I just want to rest...
this leaves are suffocating me...
This tears are killing me,
This is destroying me...
It's better if I leave...

Notes

If you're not going to heal,
Please don't hurt...

If you're not going to bring joy,
Please don't bring more sorrow...

If you're not going to stay,
Please just let me go...


***
It doesn't really matter
Now you're gone...

Even I could miss you
I know you won't...

Even if I choose to stay
there's no place for me there...

I use to think of you
I know you don't...

Long lonely nights
Such as the ones I had before...

Without you...

*Way Away*

Starring at the sky
As I hear everything you say
Next to me, as we lay
Next to you everything wasted away,
Are we real??
Isn't it a bit surrreal??
Are we there??
Is this smell everywhere??
Where are we??
Is this meant to be??
In this feelings, drown with me...
You find me when I feel astray,
As we sway away,
beneath this cotton clouds
As in mist it shrouds,
I feel complete
When your hand is next to mine
When we shine together
It seems to be forever,
As reality vanishes
And we keep our eyes in the ashes
That sweep away the time
You my star shine
So pure, so divine
Make me feel alive
Slowly my body you can drive
Make you feel mine
Together we cross the line
As in my concience I hear so loud
Stop!! Not now...